I'm sad to say i am going to become another one of those statistics the university drop outs! I've tried to be brave and put of the face but it just isn't working. I've used two full boxes of tissues and about 10 sleeves since I've been here, and that just isn't me. I cry of course but no more than the average hormonal woman!
I cannot believe that one group of people can make me feel like this. You may all be there saying move flats which yes is a good idea but takes ages to do. The course outlines have changed so i am taking core modules for every first year degree that takes place within the school of business and economics which means I will be doing stuff that will in the future not help me. If i wanted to spend 4 hours a week doing economics and 1 hour doing business management i would have taken an economics course not an international business management course!!
But fear not i will not be leaving education just yet not sure what i will do but right now i just need to get out of this places and stop crying!! I know you all probably think i'm giving up to easy and part of me does but part of me is telling me to go away from the things making me feel vulnerable and emotional. If you are going to leave mean comments please don't as i already feel like a FAILURE!
I'm sorry to everyone who has invested in me with pots and pans etc or money or just time being supportive, i do appreciate everything that has been done for me. thank you x
3 comments:
Natalie, you are NOT a failure, it takes more guts to admit you really don't like it, than to sit and suffer on your own, crying into your tissues! There are more important things than pots and pans, don't worry about the money etc, people wouldn't help if they didn't want to. You will still get the degree, you will just be in a different location! Just remember we are all REALLY proud of you and LOVE YOU VERY MUCH. Stop worrying and come home so we can all hug you. See you soon x x x x
noone who matters will think you are a failure. University should be the best time of your life and if it isn't, you are not in the right one... go home, reassess things and decide from there what you want to do... Manchester is pretty cool you know:)
I am so proud of you, you have come a long way, and you are so young... little hic ups like this mean nothing
(((((HUGS)))))
X
oh and by the way you have been tagged... over to my blog to see what you have to answer:)
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